Monday, August 29, 2005
you know..sometimes im realli tired and sick of everything. juz knock me with a hammer, stab me with a knife. and i will be thankful.
28/8/05
went to workKKK...and im sooo tired..mentally physically..slept late yesterday..could almost sleep while standing..mei hui has to call me more than 2 times than i heard her. my mood is down. and i have to smile to those customer..i cant stand it..but a customer juz praise me about my good service and being patient wih her..she will come back for me next time.juz so nice to hear that. there's realli people who appreciate my service.despite im super black face today. almost cried while working today. dunno y. emotion me again. juz felt so xin ku..dun feel like working..but gotta drag my body to work coz of $$$$$$$..and ya.felt realli bad..my colleague found some biscuit and vitasoy so they offer me. i ate the biscuit and kept 1 vitasoy though i had no idea they belong to whose.after an hr, while drinking the vitasoy in my storeroom,heard my supervisor complaining abt people eating his stuff..keep scolding and scolding..i look at my vitasoy and heard his footsteps near..i panick and juz stuck the drink in between boxes of shoes and act nothing happens..felt realli bad ok.ITS NOT MY FAULTTTT.
met up with my girlies.dingdong and rong. ate our dinner and some realli nice desserts..tok about stuffs again..stuffs that are true and makes my heart realli ache sometimes. yea. we do not play an important role in everybody's life. not tat we want attention, but juz..nobody cares u know. haha..in our own world..not that im complaining or wat. but im the unlucky 1...its realli the stupid life we are living that lead us to this character..we are the spare tyre...
27/8/05
met up with zx, yong quan and yi hua after work. been so long since we tok. actually i think its after our secondary sch days than we start toking. izzit? went pepper lunch for dinner. ate their salads, not bad la. catch a movie : Red Eye. din realli wanna see it but, turn out the show is pretty nice~ a thriller. but the duration of the show is short. thanks to lirong's father who drove me back home. enjoy myself.
26/8/05
woke up at 4pm and headed to KBOX again. but sang for 2 hrs~ din realli enjoy enough. went esplanade. and start toking abt stuffs again.
25/8/05
went to celebrate vivi bdae. chill at starbucks at raffles city. bought a guess bag which i like a lot~ headed to marina bay after tat for steamboat..and kbox after our dinner. Kbox was so fun. took so many pics. but i know i cant be happie for long..thanks sista,baoo and jz for being there for me. slept at 7am.
i juz hate my life can. Super bad mood. been thinking so much that i dun wanna think of it anymore.i hate me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u wun understand unless u are me.
28/8/05
went to workKKK...and im sooo tired..mentally physically..slept late yesterday..could almost sleep while standing..mei hui has to call me more than 2 times than i heard her. my mood is down. and i have to smile to those customer..i cant stand it..but a customer juz praise me about my good service and being patient wih her..she will come back for me next time.juz so nice to hear that. there's realli people who appreciate my service.despite im super black face today. almost cried while working today. dunno y. emotion me again. juz felt so xin ku..dun feel like working..but gotta drag my body to work coz of $$$$$$$..and ya.felt realli bad..my colleague found some biscuit and vitasoy so they offer me. i ate the biscuit and kept 1 vitasoy though i had no idea they belong to whose.after an hr, while drinking the vitasoy in my storeroom,heard my supervisor complaining abt people eating his stuff..keep scolding and scolding..i look at my vitasoy and heard his footsteps near..i panick and juz stuck the drink in between boxes of shoes and act nothing happens..felt realli bad ok.ITS NOT MY FAULTTTT.
met up with my girlies.dingdong and rong. ate our dinner and some realli nice desserts..tok about stuffs again..stuffs that are true and makes my heart realli ache sometimes. yea. we do not play an important role in everybody's life. not tat we want attention, but juz..nobody cares u know. haha..in our own world..not that im complaining or wat. but im the unlucky 1...its realli the stupid life we are living that lead us to this character..we are the spare tyre...
27/8/05
met up with zx, yong quan and yi hua after work. been so long since we tok. actually i think its after our secondary sch days than we start toking. izzit? went pepper lunch for dinner. ate their salads, not bad la. catch a movie : Red Eye. din realli wanna see it but, turn out the show is pretty nice~ a thriller. but the duration of the show is short. thanks to lirong's father who drove me back home. enjoy myself.
26/8/05
woke up at 4pm and headed to KBOX again. but sang for 2 hrs~ din realli enjoy enough. went esplanade. and start toking abt stuffs again.
25/8/05
went to celebrate vivi bdae. chill at starbucks at raffles city. bought a guess bag which i like a lot~ headed to marina bay after tat for steamboat..and kbox after our dinner. Kbox was so fun. took so many pics. but i know i cant be happie for long..thanks sista,baoo and jz for being there for me. slept at 7am.
i juz hate my life can. Super bad mood. been thinking so much that i dun wanna think of it anymore.i hate me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u wun understand unless u are me.
♥ And did I tell you that Im falling deeper each time..
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