Monday, December 04, 2006
death..
death juz happen to came across my mind while discussing this issue with dingdong..what happen if someone close to you left you..so close to u..u depended on this person...den 1 day...he/she left u...u had no time to react and think..u juz know..u no longer abt to see that person around anymore..
i faced with such situation and parting is juz part of our life..its painful..heartache..and lost..and i overcome it. i did. everynight, you'll know for sure you'll wake up the next morning..its such a routine..to breathe the air..and as usual..hearing my mum shouting and scream the next day..
but then what if..im the 1 leaving this world...what if (choy) i died today..i cant wake up to see what's waiting for me tomorrow...what happen then? i wouldnt be able to know whats happening..who's gonna tell me?
at the moment, what will i see? who do i think of? will i leave this world without regrets? im not prepared. im not.
Do my mum knows i love her so much and want her to have a good life
Do my sis knows i care for her despite the everday small little quarrel.
Do my boy knows he changed my life and meant so much to me.
Do my friends knows how much i treasure the friendship.
i guess. there's no time to think abt it. will i know im leaving soon? and i dun wish to..Would ppl cry for me..would i regret not knowing that im being loved when im alive. life still goes on till one day..i'll be forgotten..no 1 remembers me anymore..the world still turns..thats life.
no one would be prepared. no one could. and dun ever be prepared.
it juz happen and u nv know.live life to the fullest as if today will be the last day.
death juz happen to came across my mind while discussing this issue with dingdong..what happen if someone close to you left you..so close to u..u depended on this person...den 1 day...he/she left u...u had no time to react and think..u juz know..u no longer abt to see that person around anymore..
i faced with such situation and parting is juz part of our life..its painful..heartache..and lost..and i overcome it. i did. everynight, you'll know for sure you'll wake up the next morning..its such a routine..to breathe the air..and as usual..hearing my mum shouting and scream the next day..
but then what if..im the 1 leaving this world...what if (choy) i died today..i cant wake up to see what's waiting for me tomorrow...what happen then? i wouldnt be able to know whats happening..who's gonna tell me?
at the moment, what will i see? who do i think of? will i leave this world without regrets? im not prepared. im not.
Do my mum knows i love her so much and want her to have a good life
Do my sis knows i care for her despite the everday small little quarrel.
Do my boy knows he changed my life and meant so much to me.
Do my friends knows how much i treasure the friendship.
i guess. there's no time to think abt it. will i know im leaving soon? and i dun wish to..Would ppl cry for me..would i regret not knowing that im being loved when im alive. life still goes on till one day..i'll be forgotten..no 1 remembers me anymore..the world still turns..thats life.
no one would be prepared. no one could. and dun ever be prepared.
it juz happen and u nv know.live life to the fullest as if today will be the last day.
♥ And did I tell you that Im falling deeper each time..
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