Tuesday, June 03, 2008
and it still feels the same..
woke up feeling the sore throat getting worse.
kinda regret nvr ask for another day mc. i dunno how to ask la. its like so pai seh. should have ask tat shin for his skills la. anyway, its okaie.. coz i want to work. hee. coz the very same motivation to work is still dere though its different now but yes, im still motivated to go to work everyday.
victor show me the way to tai seng today morning. i think traffic condition slightly better ba. coz u have no idea how i squeeze thru cars every morning going thru upper paya lebar road. i think i master the skill from those malaysian kups. i wore my favourite blouse to work today and spray my fav perfume. den victor sp omg can. HIS 2t is THICK and SMOKEY AND SMELLY OF COZ. for a moment i tot its so thick i cant see the road infront hahah..anyway, thats the problem, before i reached my workplace, the perfume i sprayed on earlier is gone. -_- anyway, decided to get myself this after trying out many many perfume one fine day when i emo at changi airport alone.
CD J'adore.
but..gotta save for thiss =( i am POOR.
going for my taiwan trip this aug. =) but somehow. dun realli have the mood to go =(
maybe..i've waited too long...that feeling and the desire to go faded as time pass, so when u realli got it, it doesnt mean tat much anymore?
As i've mentioned earlier, certain things that used to be most important to me, i've decided to let it go. Those important things that matters now are things that i cant get anymore.
and. think we taking budget airline. so sad la. hahaha. i dun wana take that!! but thats the best choice we had ba.
anyway, work was alrite, but im still feeling affected. At times, im staring into spaces. At times, i feel like crying. At times, im so sleepy. and tadah. 6pm arrived. As usual, chatted with the courior uncle lol, he tot i was transferred or something coz nvr seen my bike and me ard lol. He told me to drink more tomato and orange juice to boost up energy la..and gd for complexion. He said by doing so, next time easier find bf, easier to get married and mentioned something like everything is fated,if its meant to be..it will be and who knows, he said i might get married next week. omg la.
rode my way back home like im flying coz its the only way i can relieve myself from work. Its not like im under some intense stress at work. juz that the emotions i need to go thru is torturing. and plus my temper is worse now. i cannot stand anything that gets in my way. nowadaes, ppl msn first word they asked is. "u okaie anot." , "so how already?", "still emo anot"..walao do i realli look that shag? even my mum oso constantly ask me -_- LOL.
im just shi lian only. lol
I reached home, park bikey, realised this guy was smiling at me. i Smiled back. When i reached corridor, i realised, my blouse was unbutton -_-. wah wtf, its realli unbotton and exposed tat kind can. nb cb. i think i've been riding with my blouse unbotton can. i dunno where to dig hole and hide my face. i had no idea how it came off.
as usual, NAP. wake up, online, chatted on the fone with wenlin. den jiazhu and sista called, asking if i can go thailand. Well, if i had the money i would. lol. anyway, JIA ZHU IS going to pay for all my expenses hahahahahaha
and im goin sleep soon now. *yawn*
i want to go shopping and eat feast!!!
woke up feeling the sore throat getting worse.
kinda regret nvr ask for another day mc. i dunno how to ask la. its like so pai seh. should have ask tat shin for his skills la. anyway, its okaie.. coz i want to work. hee. coz the very same motivation to work is still dere though its different now but yes, im still motivated to go to work everyday.
victor show me the way to tai seng today morning. i think traffic condition slightly better ba. coz u have no idea how i squeeze thru cars every morning going thru upper paya lebar road. i think i master the skill from those malaysian kups. i wore my favourite blouse to work today and spray my fav perfume. den victor sp omg can. HIS 2t is THICK and SMOKEY AND SMELLY OF COZ. for a moment i tot its so thick i cant see the road infront hahah..anyway, thats the problem, before i reached my workplace, the perfume i sprayed on earlier is gone. -_- anyway, decided to get myself this after trying out many many perfume one fine day when i emo at changi airport alone.
CD J'adore.
but..gotta save for thiss =( i am POOR.
going for my taiwan trip this aug. =) but somehow. dun realli have the mood to go =(
maybe..i've waited too long...that feeling and the desire to go faded as time pass, so when u realli got it, it doesnt mean tat much anymore?
As i've mentioned earlier, certain things that used to be most important to me, i've decided to let it go. Those important things that matters now are things that i cant get anymore.
and. think we taking budget airline. so sad la. hahaha. i dun wana take that!! but thats the best choice we had ba.
anyway, work was alrite, but im still feeling affected. At times, im staring into spaces. At times, i feel like crying. At times, im so sleepy. and tadah. 6pm arrived. As usual, chatted with the courior uncle lol, he tot i was transferred or something coz nvr seen my bike and me ard lol. He told me to drink more tomato and orange juice to boost up energy la..and gd for complexion. He said by doing so, next time easier find bf, easier to get married and mentioned something like everything is fated,if its meant to be..it will be and who knows, he said i might get married next week. omg la.
rode my way back home like im flying coz its the only way i can relieve myself from work. Its not like im under some intense stress at work. juz that the emotions i need to go thru is torturing. and plus my temper is worse now. i cannot stand anything that gets in my way. nowadaes, ppl msn first word they asked is. "u okaie anot." , "so how already?", "still emo anot"..walao do i realli look that shag? even my mum oso constantly ask me -_- LOL.
im just shi lian only. lol
I reached home, park bikey, realised this guy was smiling at me. i Smiled back. When i reached corridor, i realised, my blouse was unbutton -_-. wah wtf, its realli unbotton and exposed tat kind can. nb cb. i think i've been riding with my blouse unbotton can. i dunno where to dig hole and hide my face. i had no idea how it came off.
as usual, NAP. wake up, online, chatted on the fone with wenlin. den jiazhu and sista called, asking if i can go thailand. Well, if i had the money i would. lol. anyway, JIA ZHU IS going to pay for all my expenses hahahahahaha
and im goin sleep soon now. *yawn*
i want to go shopping and eat feast!!!
♥ And did I tell you that Im falling deeper each time..
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