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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

♥ worst case scenario..

went sch for ipp briefing.. tot i saw im posted to PSA while taking attendance. msg rong tell her abt it..she told me ms fua told her next batch onli 1 student will be posted to PSA..and ya..its so coincidence. that 1 student is me can. sad to be alone. everybody goes in a group..i tot i can survive alone..should be no problem for me..not that im not alone b4..i approach ms fua and ask abt details..she told me im suppose to do j2ee..i took that piece of paper from her. its stated im suppose to know xml/web service and java enterprise. at that point of time..my world is in total darkness..why IT? why me? why? she brief on me first..coz im the onli 1..i felt like screaming out..screammmmmmm..i know nobody is going to hear or help me..IM ALONE IN PSA DOING J2EE..how worse can it be.. im suppose to be in a company at chinatown with a small group of people from other class..somehow the company dun need tat much ppl..and im cancelled away..PSA suppose to want more ppl..somehow..left me..its all fated that i need to be alone rit? went to see my work place juz now..if its at harbourfront..i juz accept it~ coz there's NEL..but..its at TANJONG PAGAR...i need to take a train to harbourfront..took 100 down to my workplace..OR took 100 all the way which im sure i wouldnt coz journey is 1 hrs +..i dunno..am i suppose to buy train or bus concession.

im juz super depress now..why izzit always im the unlucky 1..it has always and guess..will still be like this..i shall not whine anymore..i will put in my best positive attitude to face java.......i tot its over~ its not.. help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i seriously need help.

♥ And did I tell you that Im falling deeper each time..
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